Today I made a really big decision that is going to affect me for the next two years of my life. I’m writing about it in the hopes that maybe my story will help another woman in my situation so here it goes. WARNING: the content you are about to read is controversial and the author will not give out “sorry” refunds if you are disgusted or don’t agree with what is written.
It’s me, Foxxy, and I have been diagnosed with low progesterone and possible endometriosis. You say you might not know what that is? Endometriosis is a female health disorder that occurs when cells from the lining of the womb (uterus) grow in other areas of the body. This can lead to pain, irregular bleeding, and problems getting pregnant. The low progesterone means that if I do become pregnant then I will have a miscarriage because progesterone is needed to hold the baby in the womb. I have been living with the symptoms for years. I had to endure cramps so excruciatingly horrible that I feel like I’m going to die. I went on with the uncertainty of when my next period would come, and finally I forced myself to be scarred with the depression that followed enduring this kind of burden. That is why I have decided to take the Depo -Provera shot.
I don’t know about you, but I want to be a mommy one day. Now just hear me out for a second world. People make sacrifices everyday for their children and for me this is no different. I’m just making my sacrifice a little early; and when my child is born I will tell them with all certainty that I have no regrets for what I had to do to bring them into being. Now you have every right to disagree with my decision but what you don’t have the right to do is slander me for it. I’m not perfect and I’ve made a lot of bad choices in my life but this is not one of them. I did my research and I have talked it over with my family; I understand the gravity of the situation. I know that in the end, World, I have to do what’s best for me and nobody else but me can decide what that is. So the next time you think about calling a girl a slut or whatever insult you can think of, just remember that maybe the situation isn’t as black & white as you think it is and she has every right to tell you to shut the fuck up.